I never update in this journal anymore. I never update in any of my journals anymore...not even sparkpeople. Ive been so consumed with work and babysitting that on the days I am off I just want to sleep or spend it with Greg. I need to start finding time for me...time where I can just spill out how I feel. Writing in a notebook takes too long...I'm considering making a new lj, deleting all my other ones except this one, and starting a new chapter in my life.

I have come to terms with many things withtin these few months of being home away from my independence....and it's time for me to face my demons head on in a new journal. If you'd like to read all about it, no more private entries (unless its absolutely needed)...go right ahead and read =)

My new livejournal is Daretodream2624

I will update in nitedancer if I feel like I need to =)

So I havent written a real update in a while, but now is the time for a mini one =)

I have now lost a total of 5lbs in 2 weeks! I'm on a 1200 caloric intake, Im exercising every day...and this is what happens, I lost 5lbs!!! This face right now is ecstatic!



I'll most def be at 100 for my 21st birthday on June 2nd!! Size 0/1 Here I come!!!!